boundaries

Trying to set boundaries with myself and others. This is truly difficult. I expect too much from myself. I am also an adrenaline junkie. I love that high that comes with the rush of adrenaline. It is the same feeling associated with starving and mania. So, I have 3 sisters. I am the "sister who doesn't exist." Yeah, this is a direct quote. Fits right in with the anorexia. When I have contact with them, I totally revert to childhood. Insanity is doing the same things over and over and expecting different results. I cannot change them. I can change me. I have set boundaries in regards to them. Today is a new day. Rejoice and be free.