On top of the world...

I was setting on top of the world looking down on creation, and this is the only explanation I can find. Have you ever been there? So high? Then, it happens. Some incident pushes you off. Well, it is a helluva fall. So severe that I contemplated a binge/purge. I didn't give in. I simply announced my feelings and urge loudly. The food is no longer in control. It is dangerous. I deserve to be treated better and so do you. Be kind to yourself. Feel mania creeping in. Poor sleep last night. I will let you know...